Druggie

Lately the doc has been switchin my medications up a lot. So its kind of been messin with my system a bit, along with my own thoughts and such. Ive cried more recently and Ive just lost myself in depression. Im trying really hard tonight not to be depressed. For my sake and my boyfriends sake. He really does worry a lot about me. Ive been smoking pot in recent months, but I dont get a lot, only from friends cuz I have no money. I have no more to say forgive me for not writing more. I have forgotten what I really wanted to say.

New followers

I noticed I have a couple new followers on my blog, Im glad you like it enough to follow my ramblings. Im having a hard time messaging you guys thats why Im doing this post. I dont know if you follow me regularly but I hope you do. I have a lot to say and like having people to listen to me. I have a facebook, just comment and I'll link you if you wanna get to know me better or something crazy like that. Haha.

Lately things have been alright, I havent written much poetry lately. However I did write one for my bf a couple nights ago, that I still need to give him. I also have gotten caught up with a friend from high school. He just got outta basic training, and contacted me. Nice to hear from him ^.^. I think my bf has got the job he wanted, hes getting a call within the week to know for sure. I hope he does, that will be so good for him. <3

and we shall end this with a your mom joke

So Im high, first off. You know, I think Im more of who I really am when Im drunk or high. Then again maybe not. I guess its just that my subconcious is more intensified maybe? Idk I really dun wanna type that much tonight, but I figure a random update is in order. I had a dream last night about God. It was nice. In reality though, some things really irritate me about him. I love my God, but Im frustrated. Shout out to all my awesome friends I fucking love you! My wonderful boyfriend too. Much love.

aaaaand Your mom is so fat. The end. hahaha.