Thursday, April 14, 2011
mess of me
so me and my love, Peter, are broken up right now. It was a painful, but mutual decision. We feel we need more time with God and need to make Him top on our list, rather than each other. Im a total wreck right now, I cant think straight, I feel like just sleeping the pain away. Praying about it makes me cry. Thinking about it makes me cry, and Im in the middle of class. We both agree its the healthiest decision right now, but I feel like dying. My heart is broken and its my fault. I just pray God helps me through this. Amen.
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God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces. Seems to me part of your heart belongs to Peter. Now how is God supposed to fix it if you're not with Peter?
ReplyDeleteWhat I mean is, being sad won't help you get closer to God. I know I'm an atheist and whatnot, but I know that bringing pain upon yourself like this will only blind you from finding what you really need. Peter isn't in the way of you getting close to God, and you aren't in his way either. God wants you to find someone, not to be alone. My advice is to get back with Peter, and use your relationship to find God, instead of viewing it as a block in the road.