Monday, April 18, 2011

stressed

Me and Peter had a hard time breaking up and talked all day yesterday. He decided we either needed to really go through with this or not. So we did. We will only be talking once a week for now. To check up on each other. Im so depressed, and niether of us think this feels right, but that could be just cuz we are too attatched too each other. We really are mostly just doing this to get closer to God, I really dont think we have any serious problems other than that. I cried so hard last night, I also woke up at like 3:30 in the morning from another bad dream, didnt get to sleep again til bout 4:00.
My grades are stressing me out, 2 months of school left and 2 F's. Im trying hard, but I guess not hard enough. I got to graduate this year. I WILL NOT do another year of high school.

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