Killing me inside

Im people needy, and I need people to see me. I swear Im not selfish, I guess it can seem that way. How do I get the attention that I need? I want to be noticed for my talents. Ive been away from my blog for a long while, I have a couple. I dont know what these are gonna do for me. I post so much on facebook, but no one notices there either.

Ive gone through a lot lately, so much pain, some happiness, plenty of confusion, denial, all sorts of things. I dont know much of me anymore, and yet I know exactly who I am, shes just lost. This sounds like a diary, but I dont care.

I have many people on my mind, many things, many cares and worries. MANY what ifs. One in particular I wont mention. This is the end of my blog post for now, maybe if I care to, I will post another. If anyone cares. Im always better on paper then I am in conversation.