So my stress meter has gone way down since last night, I've been worrying that I may be pregnant, well it was negative, praise Jesus. I could not take care of a child, I'm too immature for that right now, even though Im growing up. Plus I couldn't support it, but I'm not pregnant so all is good.
Recently went to a gorgeous wedding with my handsome boyfriend. It was our friends. It was so much fun. You know, I dunno if I'm gonna be with Matt forever, but I don't care. We are making awesome memories. I enjoy his presence very much, he has such a sweet heart. I'm not as worried about "forever" as I use to be. Plus we aren't guaranteed tomorrow anyway, right?
Man, I cant wait to move outta my house, I know people say I'm gonna miss it, but Id rather miss it than suffer all the time like this. Its not a terrible home life, but there are things that very much upset me. I wanna live on my own now, and stop having to deal with this crap. My dad is a jerk, and has been for a long time, and has a funny way of parenting. Me and my friend wanna move out together, I think its an ok idea. I need a job so bad though, and a damn license, sheesh, my lazy rents wont help me with any of it.
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