One breath at a time, I move on, I let go, I cry. Not on the outside but Im sad. I want to help her, but she doesnt want it. I dont want to fix her, just help her. I havent posted a poem since the first one, I want to, just dont know what to post yet. Im good I swear. Just....lazy I guess.
Catching up on homework this weekend. Its a bit of a task, but Im shooting to fix all this in the next week/ week and a half, because we have no school monday and tuesday.
I miss Peter, so deeply. Ive been at war with my thoughts lately. I love him so much. I cant keep control of my thoughts. Im gonna pray more, thats all I can do.
Ya, sometimes I have a lot of emotion, but just can't think of what to write. That's where a lot of my random, ranty kinda stuff comes from. I just start writing and let it happen. And prayer is good, but there still may be something you can do. Just don't give up.
ReplyDeletewhen will you understand there is nothing I can do. Its really out of my hands now. Im NOT going to do anything anyway, until she decides she WANTS to change.
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