sick

Im sick to my stomach and angry as all hell. I cant believe she can tear up her skin like that. Every cut makes me want to shake her. People care and she knows it but she wants to be a mess! I cant leave her to die, but what am I suppose to do when every cut reminds me of carrying her out of her bathroom to the hospital. I feel like throwing up. How could she keep doing this. You are a liar! You are a cutter! Stop lying to me! Stop cutting! Stop being so selfish!!!!! You must like the pain to want to cause it for all of us......