This week is testing week for the Sophmores and select Juniors. Being a Senior I dont have to come in til 10:35am buuut, I dont drive, so I have to sit in the gym for a few hours. How lame. Im sick too, so I could use the extra sleep, too bad I guess.
I went to church on Sunday, it was refreshing. I did a lot of reflecting on my relationship with Christ. It was about being a follower not a fan. I was thinking hard about how if God told me to walk away from the "most important" thing in my life right now, could I. I think I could, but I definately need to focus on Him more. My heart says a lot of things, but I can tell Satan is really getting into my head. I need to pray more and try harder and let God be who he is in me. I can tell somewhere in me, there is a girl who is ashamed of her God. I dont want to admit it, but it seems to show sometimes. Embarassed is a better word, but doesnt make it better really. I hope God doesnt punish me too hard for it. I know he knows Im only human.
I will post a song I wrote a while back later, I do not have access to it at this current point in time.
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