Disordered

So me and my man are gonna try to stop having sex, we know its wrong so we are gonna do our best. One day at a time right. Also my new friend is cutting herself cuz she isnt allowed to speak to Matt anymore. Her mom says shes to young to talk to him, hes 19 shes 15. They are just friends though. She has been cutting herself because of it. Im crying my eyes out, I hate the thought of anyone being in so much pain. Im in that much pain sometimes too, but I find ways to overcome it. Ive been on both sides of the knife, and I dont want to be on either now.

Here is a self harm/suicide vid that I made a while back. Nobody looks at it on youtube, but I try to share it with the people I love. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pbZO1ZLTpQ I hope it helps you or you send it to someone that it will help.

This blog post wasnt intended to be a suicide prevention post, but guess now it is. Love you all!